With great power...

"With Great Power Comes Great Responsibility !"

That's the best moral anyone can drow from the movie "Spiderman" <3

I've realised my power long time ago.. Actually, I guess I've always know what it is. The day I was born was the day God inspired me to recognise my powers, my gifts and my goals in life. As for my responsibility, I've always felt the must to be the best of all, to do all that I can do perfectly and give my everything to fulfil my responsibility.

Grandpa always used to say literally : "this girl is a miracle !" and I was barely two or three years old when he'd say that. He never took his word back, ever 'cause he was certain of his opinion, and he knew very well that I'd never let him down. Well, that faith he had in me, beside everybody's trust made me determine the huge responsibility I have at an early age, indeed ! My goal was to be always the best, the first mainly, in order not to let anyone down.

This childhood responsibility has grown up year by year, day by day, exam by exam.. then in the 9th grade national exam.. and then L.P.M (Monastir Pioneer School).. but the time I felt more responsible than ever was when I came back to the ordinary school here in town after I had chosen the Arts' section which does not exist in pioneer schools ! At that time, I felt that I represent L.P.M on one side, so, all eyes were on me, waiting eagerly for my results.. and on the other side, I represented the Arts' section itself which had long been underestimated by almost all the society! Thus, my responsibility then was to change the prejudices that people usually have concerning my section, as "the greatest pleasure in life is in doing what people think you cannot do." 

Thank God I could perfectly fulfil my duty.. and now I have realised that my responsibility is still getting bigger and bigger now that I'm in my senior year ! All people trust is in me; my family, teachers, friends... everybody ! and now I have to do my best in order not to let them down

I want, after my graduation, my mother to be so proud of me and say, with tears filling her eyes : "that's my girl" ! I want my teachers to feel so honored to have taught me some day..I want my friends; my real ones, to be so glad that I could break records and finally make it through all this.. I want those who hate me to hate me even more because I take my hators as my motivators..

And I want, above all, to be proud of my self; proud of what I could do and achieve.. I want to walk, my head held high, not caring about anything else out there!

Yeah.. now I could understand what Mark Twain meant by this quote : "The two most important days in your life are the day you're born and the day you find out why."

R.H